When you are Cornered – I Need YOU

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There are times in life where we were left clueless with no choice at all… isn’t it? Only our faith will guide us to our destination… to a correct decision.

And honestly…

 

I have never once thought that having to choose from many… to have been put in a place, cornered with 4 choices… 4 difficult choices… would be one of the most deprived moments to face in life. Oh ya Allah… where are YOU my LOVE? I need YOU and I need YOU now…

 

 

Yes, I am meticulous…

Yes, I am thorough…

Yes, I am particular… and finally the ultimate word that I need to confess here… that would probably bring about different connotation to others…

And yes, I am a perfectionist!

How I am very afraid to be misunderstood by this statement. But I have always feel that people around me should get the most from me… they ought to received the best from me… the one which is delivered uniquely by me and within me… My heart reach out to everyone around… and that’s just me… my humble self.

I mix my heart in, I add my soul too and I sprinkle my LOVE in everything I do.

Perfect in my eyes could also mean nothing to the eyes of the others but I seek no recognition from people… none of whatsoever… I only need HIM… I need YOU ya Allah… my ultimate LOVE…

Tangled… intertwined… a knot!

There is this urge in me to tell the whole world what I am facing… how I feel… but I could not spill it all out though I love so much to write… and so I place a piece of my heart here dear blog… to remember each moment of life that I am thankful for.

Life is interesting…life is just wonderful… it unfolds bit by bit in front of us… but then again, we do not know what’s in store for us. For the future us.

I am thankful for I have been given the chance to face endless difficult moment… but then again… I am so weak ya Allah… I wonder what kinds of strength would be required to face all this… lend me YOUR strength ya Allah… please I beg YOU.

Help me with this 4 choices ya Allah… would it be possible if I choose all of them?

7 Comments

  1. nuurhati / 04/05/2011

    salam kak,

    Insyaallah there will be always a way from HIM, keep closer and closer He will lead your heart.. insyaallah kak …

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    • Ibunoor / 05/08/2011

      Salam nuurhati,

      Indeed alhamdulillah… for HE might not leave us in the dark. Thank you for all your du’as and need zillion more of it please…

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  2. syanashwa / 11/05/2011

    o dear.. may Allah Guide you, ibunoor..

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    • Ibunoor / 05/08/2011

      Salam syanashwa,

      Alhamdulillah… HE did… and the magic begins… but still with some challenges though. Make du’a for me please…

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  3. angah / 11/02/2012

    i’ll alwiz motivate me myself, my lovely daughters n others with ” La takhauf wala tahzan innallahama’ana”… we can share many things with others but only ALLAH is the best one for us to seek guidance n help….

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    • Ibunoor / 11/02/2012

      Salam dearest angah,

      MasyaAllah… I sure do agree with you… Thank you for the sharing. I really appreciate it.

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  4. angah / 12/02/2012

    u r welkem my dear sis… fazakkir innazzikra tanfa’ul mukminin… insyaAllah…

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